Framework, paradigm, model, frame, schema, form, transcendental aesthetic, the a priori predictive mechanisms in the extended mind book, universal grammar
evan de Botton's explanation of Proust vs his brother and his sulblimation of his sensitivity to pain and penchant for health issues and that Proust still preferred his own life.
Seems everything in this realm can be expressed as a duality, due to the involvement of another - so it is not just to want to love someone but to be loved, to be understood but to have the ability to understand someone else
Leisure and free time is critical for the economy which is contra the default hustle culture and just work harder solution to inequality. It's not just a moral issue - it's a brewing systemic failure of the economy.
industry
endeavor
work
contra
results-driven
purpose-driven
goal-oriented
#to/expand perhaps one of the core levers in which I am unhappy
hyper, constant existential, aesthete, awareness of death, nearness of torture, arbitrariness and luck of everything, Kantian responsibility to be aware of and to feel cruelty, constant labor to dilute these acute awarenesses via some kind of artistic elevation or Nietzschean escape of Silenus via Birth of Tragedy method. Or, in the public/social realm, to engage in a kind of Hegelian phenomenology of spirit qua dialectic transcendence, sublation, frisson, elevation, but also negatively forgetting delusion, fantasy, etc.
my issues
my tendencies
my solutions
my coping mechanisms
my purposes, projects, goals
felt burden, weight, guilt
jection
vertion
conatus
orientation
context/environment
me - existential centrist - like the weak position of "enlightened" centrism
polyvalence
valence vs salience
agility as best tactic - used to rely on resilience but that's not working anymore - too much stress, trauma, capitalism, bad health, stress will kill me. So, I need agility. Lightness. sweetness and light.
soul mind body, my old thing
soul, incorporeal, idealism, or even the pragmatics of thinking of you having a soul
body, corporeal, biopower, interviews with hideous men - blood and puss aesthetics. Dune, organic
my paper on body as the seat of personal identity
Dune explore relations
spirit
Phenomenology of spirit
Logic of desire book
soul
geist
freigeist
magic
excerpt - dennet - like magic. Real magic? No, not real magic. Real magic isn't real.
in and of itself
Unbearable lightness of being
avoidant
midwestern nice - fargo
Broken flowers
Interstellar
The Road
Gay Science
angst
terror
perspectivism as adaptive response qua pessoa like quasi multi personalities, creating a constantly shifting, floating, dancing being, seeing the world and me and things in different ways until they shift from the painful, horror, terror, angst into something acceptable or I get dizzy or drunk biologically or existentially
The fatal flaw of matriarchal relation as model for general ethic - self-annihilates in proportion to maturity and independence. Or artificially incentivizes codependence.